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well saturday i dont remember what i did during the day, haha, too far back, but i do know i went to brandons house that night, and it was just me and brandon for a while and we were watching felon, that movies fuckin sickkkk haha, then after the movie was done like around 1 (am obv) people decided to come over OF COURSE.. haha, bree chelena and larissa came, then sonic jessie melissa and mia came then all the black guys came, and then a lot of their friends came it was funny, then andrew kevin duff jordan and medina came, there was a lottttta people on b's porch haha, after everyone left it was just me brandon and sonic, me sonic and christian watched kill bill but they passed out so i went to sleep in b's room, we slept till like 1 on sunday then i took sonic home, came home, took like a 3 hour nap, then went to my grandmas to shower and get ready, then went to brandons again and kicked it there with him his cousin erick aaron and sonic, then i took sonic home last night, got home like at 2 cause the freeways are all fucked up, then slept and now im here! today im going to a bonfire for st francis graduates of 05, i think its gonna be kinda weird, i only talk to chelsey and natalie, so i think itll be awkward lol, and tomorrows my bday! finally 18, damn, not doing anything though so owell haha, well im off to get ready, today should be interesting

hmph

well after my last post, the day went whatever, i went home after alixs to clean up a bit and then i had to leave quick to go to my grandmas house so my cousin could do more of my hair ( my bleached parts werent blonde enough for me ) so i went to my mom and told her i needed gas because i had to go to the hall of fame game cause sonic and KG were playing it and i wanted to go see them play! and it was in la puente so i wanted gas, so she followed me to the gas station and she put gas in my car and then she went inside to get cash back and i got a bomb ass raspberry iced tea, and these nasty ass mexicans were staring at me in the car parked outside and it pissed me off i told them to fuck off hahaha, srsly though if you stare at me for longer than like 2 seconds if we're not conversating then you need to look somewhere else asshole, haha, aaanyway after that i went and dropped off my this fanny pack i have (it was for a dress up party i dressed up 80s) to adriennes house, and i borrowed the cowboy boots again! (there "ours") hehe cause i love them too much, then i went to my gmas, i got there and we started doing my hair and it took a lot longer than i thoiught it would cause me and my cousin mess around too much so we never get stuff done, finally i showered and got ready and left to get gnoe and matt, by the time i got them and was on my way it was already the end of the 3rd quarter of the game :( but i still went anyway and got there to see the last 5 minutes which made me sad, but ill go to the next one in august! and yeah after i went and got in n out and then went to brandons and hung out there for a while, then i took gnoe and matt to matts house then erick home (just cause theyre on the way! haha no more taxi) then i came home and here i am! ive been so lazy and miserable lately that all i wanna do is come home and sleep, oowell though?? tomorrow should be fun im gonna go to brandons probably later in the day, even laura (his mom) was like "where have you been!" i miss my 2nd home haha, well overall it was an okay night, well it was good cause me and bree had some goood talks and laughs haha <3>

miserable

alright soooooooo yesterday was horrible and so was wednesday night, never saw justin, havent seen him since like saturday or something which is bull shit because he left back to the army today and yeah idk it sucks and it makes me feel like shit cause i didnt even get to say goodbye, which sucks cause justins like my brother but idk, his phone was fucked up and i guess he never got anything that i sent out whether it was a call or text, but idk it just kinda sucked since other people could get a hold of him but i couldnt? and he could call other people but not me? idk i guess i just bug or something so im gonna back off for a while and just wait till he wants to talk to me, :( well anyway....now im at alixs house cause i was too miserable at my house lol and but ima leave in like half an hour to go clean then go bleach more parts of my hair, then go to the allstar football game sonic and kgs in ! <33>:l, oh and michael jackson died yesterday , that sucks, but i think its stupid how everyone in the world now is randomly getting all into him, everyones myspace has a MJ song and its like wow really so you only like him now cause hes dead? thats cool lol fuckin retards, i personally dont care cause michael jackson doesnt affect mmy life in anyway but then again its cause im "heartless" hahaha, thats what people told me cause of a bulletin i posted, WOWW, i hate everyone, the end

epiphany?

oooh boy
yesterdayy was somethin else
so me alix and mikey go to san dimas (all with stacy) hahaha
and we think that it should be a pretty good day
I GOT UP AT 6 to get ready and left at 8
so that already sucked
then once we get to san dimas we notice how SHITTY IT IS
theres absolutely nothing there, and its hott as fuckkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk
sooo once i took mikeys car me and alix were driving around
and we literally did that for the whole 8 hrs.
miserable miserable miserable
my left arm is 3958495 times darker than my right now lol
so we went to cue but that only took like 30 minutes
but finally when we left it got a little better
we all just chilled in my room and watched tv
then when they left i just relaxed all night
oh and before mikey got off work i had this like epiphany
and what not, and how slowly but surely im letting go of stacy
cause shes a fuckin BITCH that probably ruined my future life
lol oooooooooooh boyyyyyyyyyyyyy, well today im exhausted
but im seeing justin cause he leaves back to the army on friday :(
and alex might come over soon cause we were talking last night
when i was all miserable and depressed and he said hed stop by today :)
sooooooooooo ill probably post another tonight buuuut all i know is
its getting hott, but im just thankful its not san dimas<3 ha!

Ooooh boy,

well today was pretty dumb if you ask me,
besides going to brandons finally! it was a week yesterday
since i went over, (which is waaay too long, thats my second home<3)
so i got to see brandon bree chelena aaron and christian, and i was there for a couple hours,
then i went and got the other aaron and took him home, then came home only
to get in a fucking argument with my parents again, this seems to be a daily thing,
and what do you know? my dad takes away his key (which i had been using since he
wont give me back the altima), so now im car-less again! at this point i'm really careless
i should be watching my attitude but now i dont give a fuck anymore so i dont want to
show my dad any sort of respect because quite frankly he doesn't deserve it,
so after that little rumble my cousin came over and bleached under my bangs,
which is what a lot of people are doing now a days but i dont care cause i did it a
looong time ago and i missed it so i wanted it back :), it came out pretty good
but i'm going to do more to it later :) theeeen me and my cousin watched pineapple express
and im about to go watch the hangover right now, after i find more places to go for tomorrow,
mikey has work in san dimas tomorrow so me and alix are going with him then when
he goes to work hes letting me take his car and me and alix are gonna go on adventures
till hes off work at 7! woooo im excited, but im not excited to wake up early >.<
bleeeh, im tired, and im over today so im gonna get ready for bed so it can finally be tomorrow