miserable

alright soooooooo yesterday was horrible and so was wednesday night, never saw justin, havent seen him since like saturday or something which is bull shit because he left back to the army today and yeah idk it sucks and it makes me feel like shit cause i didnt even get to say goodbye, which sucks cause justins like my brother but idk, his phone was fucked up and i guess he never got anything that i sent out whether it was a call or text, but idk it just kinda sucked since other people could get a hold of him but i couldnt? and he could call other people but not me? idk i guess i just bug or something so im gonna back off for a while and just wait till he wants to talk to me, :( well anyway....now im at alixs house cause i was too miserable at my house lol and but ima leave in like half an hour to go clean then go bleach more parts of my hair, then go to the allstar football game sonic and kgs in ! <33>:l, oh and michael jackson died yesterday , that sucks, but i think its stupid how everyone in the world now is randomly getting all into him, everyones myspace has a MJ song and its like wow really so you only like him now cause hes dead? thats cool lol fuckin retards, i personally dont care cause michael jackson doesnt affect mmy life in anyway but then again its cause im "heartless" hahaha, thats what people told me cause of a bulletin i posted, WOWW, i hate everyone, the end